Sunday, October 7, 2018

Why bother?

why do I bother planning anything?

I plan parties? No one comes.


make a full weekend worth of plans... none of it happens.
None of it.

Why do I even bother?


I’ve got nothing to do today. I’ve been looking forward to fishing and bowling all week... when the fishing couldn’t happen I at least had the bowling.

Now there’s no bowling. No free lunch. No fun.

I’m excited to see Jimmie but he’s going to be too tired from larping that he’s just going to want to sleep.


So I now get to just play on my phone and try to find something worth watching on tv.


Or go to my moms place and do the same.

Why bother doing anything.

I don’t even have the motivation to get out of bed.

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