no car

GODS FUCKING DAMNIT.

i can't use the car that mrs. herrera's fiance was going to sell me!!! its a fucking stick shift. i ceed a car that i know how to drive so i can get to and from work. It took me long enough to learn an automatic!!!! how the hell am i going to learn a stickshift before school starts!!!!!?????


UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGH



its because i stopped stressing. i got too hopeful and too relaxed. thats what i get.

god i am so disappointed and frustrated!

i could just curl up in a ball and cry...or break shit. preferably both.

what am i going to do?

i start school in about 3 weeks....


what am i going to do?
gods help me....