Dependant

I am so frustrated. 

My car fucks up AGAIN and its going to be a chunk of time before everything gets fixed. 

Which means I have to do as minimal driving as possible. 

I am stuck. 

This also means that ONCE AGAIN I can't go to busch gardens, somthing I have tried to do several times over the past few years, because i am DEPENDANT ON SOMEONE ELSE. 

The whole point of me getting the damn membership was that I can go up there whenever I want, without having to wait on someone else to go with me. and here I am. unable to go... unless someone else goes with me. 

I AM SO FUCKING OVER EVERTYHING RIGHT NOW.