It makes me incredibly sad, anxious, and clingy. Especially the last 2 days and today, the day before he leaves, it at its worst intensity yet. I just want to hold him, kiss him, and cry. At first I thought it was just pms but it seems to be related to his leaving.
Am I preemptively missing him? I know I am anxious about him going back there alone but he will have friends there and his son there, so I'm not as worried about a relapse. I'm not usually anxious about people traveling, but is that what i'm worried about? Am I that insecure about the idea of him being surrounded by pretty single girls and everyone being drunk and living in the moment?
Is it none of these or all of the above?
I'm not sure but my brain is telling me to find a plan B and my heart is hurting.
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