Wednesday, October 4, 2017

Shocking return

i somehow tripped and fell into a different dimension. One in which everything thatvwas constant in my life suddenly is falling apart in front of my eyes.

That is the only explanation for this week.


Maggie is gone.
Jimmie and Amy are breaking up.

If jimmie and Amy couldn't make it work then I don't see how it's possible for anyone to. I just. I could tell something was up. And then after being insanely anxious about it last night Amy finally told me. I don't know very many specifics, but she's unhappy and is leaving out of self preservation.

Holy shit.

it hit me like a truck. I'm still mourning over Maggie and couldn't handle it so I kind of went comatose and dissassociated. I honestly couldn't handle the news enough to fully process it... the thoughts that came along with it just were too much. I checked out.

And fae checked in.
Oh yeah. Guess who's back?
I doubt for very long, but nothing strikes her fancy like some good ol' pain and grief.

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