Monday, February 20, 2017

spoken

those three words have been spoken. (last night 2/20/17)


and she used my own plan against me.

Lauren called me and left a voicemail, ending it with "i love you, bye"

i didn't know if she did this out of habit or.... she she meant it.


so i said it back... and was pleasantly surprised to have her mean it sincerely.

it feel like a weight has been lifted off of me.  having spoken it.

and i feel lighter every time i say it or write it to her.

i can't wait to have her back and close to me.


warning, i am currently writng her a letter that eventually will be posted. its a long one.

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