no i can't change...

"no i can't change..even if i tried.... even if i wanted to..."

well i want to. if i could change anything about myself it would be the fact that i'm homosexual. if i could, i would like guys... make me bisexual or pansexual.... but i don't want to be a lesbian.

in a perfect world i could be attracted to guys, i would date and marry my best friend jake, and i would live happily ever after.

in reality i love jake. and if i could be sexually attracted to him, i would still be with him. thats the only thing missing.... attraction. i love him. i could be in love with him.... i was at one point.

"no, i can't change...even if i tried" (i have) "..even if i wanted to" (i do)
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~peace