Mab/Maeve being the same goddess, one just being the aspect she shows herself to me as.... really was such a strong personality.... and she gave 0 fucks about rules and other thoughts... she raged wars to get anythign she wanted and she ruled through sex and force.
She was a great queen and I 100% why she is always painted as a villian.
I really fucking do.
But here's the thing.....I admire her.
I see why she is a goddess.
She said fuck the rules of men, I do what I want because i'm fucking queen.
She embraced her shadow and lived her life exactly how she wanted to.
thats some real strength there.
I see why she is who i will be doing my shadow work with..... because she exhibits a lot of my shadow... and maybe she can teach me to love it like she did.
But i'm also realizing that while SG has 2 forms in my daydream/messages his darker form has changed and almost taken on a new character.... After reading about Maeve, I am seeing he had taken on her aspects lately. Maybe she has commandeered that character for now?
Idk. I might actually have to pay Emily for a 30 min session and get her to give me the upfront details.
I feel like if i can untangle these strings about SG, Mab/Maeve, and Aine it will really clear up some confusion and help me to run forward spiritually.
I'm gonna do it before I trance and do readings today. should help open me up.
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