Sunday, May 12, 2013

cutting

OK, so i understand having suicidal thoughts. i understand being depressed, but the thing i don't understand is cutting. Yes i cut twice, once was because i paniced and needed something to calm me down, and the second time i was so angry i needed to hurt something and i was NOT about to hurt my cat.

but cutting because of depression? i just don't get it. how is hurting yourself physically going to help emotional pain? depression can already cause physical pain, why add more? Is it to match emotion to physical pain? is it to get a sense of control? idk.

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