i wonder..

so... i don't have a dad. i havn't had a steady male figure that i actually put in that role that stayed with me. but i wonder: what if i did? would i be different?
would i be stronger?
would i feel more whole?
I know i get sad when i see a father-child relationship that is just so sweet and it reminds me that i missed out on that.

i will find a way to let me children have a dad. maybe not via husband, but they will have a "dad" figure.

i always kind of wanted a dad like the one in this picture: