Wednesday, January 31, 2018

bad mood figured out

so fae was in a really bad mood the other day.... so yesterday i was able to FINALLY coax her into talking to me. Essentially... its brooks.

As i explained it on the support page:  a friend we were very close to hurt me really badly (emotionally) and while i am ready to try and be friends again (hes like my big brother) fae does not. She sees him as a threat now and refuses to let the bridge mend. So when i'm feeling emotions of missing him or we are interacting and i get happy --> she gets pissed off and frustrated. To her i'm a sheep and hes a wolf and we can't be friends. Yet she can only do little to interfere. so her protective instinct is going haywire and she hates that i'm not listening to her.

that is why she threw a tantrum the other day which pretty much drove me crazy. I was feeling positive emotions about brooks.

and boy when i got her out yesterday did she run with it. Had full conversation with amy and even reached out to jimmie like a little traitor.

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