Wednesday, May 21, 2014

a bee among birds

so... my mom high school sweetheart is going to be staying with us for a little while. i'm not sure how i feel about it. i mean... all my memories of him are good. i remember that he loves us. but its been 7 years since i last saw him. plus... a man will be living with us!?

idk... it makes me a little uncomfortable. i don't know how i'll handle it. i mean... i can't go dancing around the house now because even if mom and cara are in their rooms, he'll be there.

idk... i kind of feel like i'm meeting him for the first time because i honestly don't remember him. i remember that he loves us and that i enjoyed when i saw him, but i don't remember any actual things.

i honestly.... don't know.

i don't think i have ever lived with a guy staying in the same house with us before.

meaning no streaking across the house if i left something. i need to wear pants at night -  a long shirt won't cut it. i have to cover up more.  can't dance. and since he is out of work for the moment, he'l be here all the time.

would he get his feelings hurt if i just went out on walks all the time?

idk.... i don't know how it will be.

a bee among birds.... a man wil be living with us...

and racheal doesn't even know!!! imagine her surprise when she gets home saturday!

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