I am breaking up with Jimmie.
That is the decision I have come to, if that’s not clear.
I am moving to a separate room to sleep in and in August I will move out.
But I still love him.
And if he by some miracle can give me a reason not to leave that actually convinces me that there is a way this can work... I would be open to it.
But I don’t see how it can. I don’t see how this relationship cam work. It would take a miracle.
But that doesn’t mean I can’t have a sliver of hope
And I don’t foresee him putting in any effort to change the current outcome.
I don’t have a reason to stay.
I just need a reason. A glimmer of hope. Something.
But I also don’t know if I could believe anything that came out of his mouth.
I’m two months the man I thought I would marry will be out of my life.
Wow.
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