well, i have begun to miss him less already. I do get disapointed when i only get to talk to him for like 5 minutes... and i do watch the clock for 9:30 because i know he'll be on... but my heart isn't trobbing anymore lol and the tightness in my chest is mostly gone.
i really wanted these feelings to last... but they are going away again...haha... thats just my luck ya'know?
anyway, idk when i'll see him next but i look forward to it. i love jake, whether romantically or not, i love him. more than a friend, equally to family. i can't wait to see him :)
afterthought: he has been messaging me more often than he usually does... i just noticed that. oh goddess astarte what have i started?
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