So i'm feeling much better today. not nearly as much anger, no tears lurking under the surface. still tense and sad... and i'm pretty sure if i had a punching bag i could do some serious damage, but its not overwhelming like yesterday. No freakout building :)
last night i took a nice loooooooong hot bath, which helped. and then i watched some Castle and Elementary...
and tonight Ashley is staying the night and tomorrow we go on to the fair!! :D
just have to get through today ^_^
...yes i'm still pretty down... but i am a strong girl. i cam not in control enough that i won't let it show :)
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