game over

So... I'm at the tennis confrence competition and woolard comes over to me... he hugs me, says "thank you for playing tennis for me", and then gives me a kiss on the cheek.

I cried the minutw he walked away.

I can't believe that tennis is done. Tennis was the first time I ever went out on a limb and went out of my comfort zone.  And I am forever glad I did. It has been the best thing about high school.

And woolard.... how can I tell him how I feel?  Tell him how much he means to me.  How I look up to him the way I guess others look up to their dads. How he means so much to me. .. and I feel like I'm loosing him.  I just want to let him know. .. yet idk how to tell him.

And soon its game over. Loo