So... i'm a fraud.
I act like i don't know what my shadow side is but I do. Shes a man eater. Does what she wants regardless of other people's feelings.... doesn't aim to hurt but also doesnt give a fuck. Its Fiona. My past self.
The one who became a human to learn how to love them.
One day people are going to figure out that this nice girl act, this sickly sweet mask that I wear... is just that. A Mask.
I care about me and mine. I care about the environment. I care about particular issues.... but when it comes to people in general I don't. I swear half of the time I'm interacting with people, even people i love, i'm glamouring.
I am not unkind. I am not mean neccesarily.... but sometimes its exhausting being nice. At my core I am selfish..... and very rarely do i let that come out.
but one of these days soemone is going to see through my act and see just how dark my heart really is.
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